i guess in light of a recent suicide in my community i’m looking at an issue near to my heart and life. suicide. in the ”against medical advice” blogg the author shared an all to common experience of people who’ve woken up in the ER after an incompleted suicide, http://agmedad.wordpress.com/2008/04/10/incompleters/#comment-6509
this is the response i wrote…i need to [...]
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Posted in addictions, alcoholism, annorexia, anorexia, anxiety, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, depression, fibromyalgia, off meds, recovery, remission, suicidality, suicide, withdrawal, tagged alcoholism, borderline personality disorder, bipolar, withdrawal from meds on May 17, 2008 | No Comments »
i was going to delete this, but then i pulled back and read the whole thing…i could see my thought process as i was having a “borderline melt down”. even though my focus, in this blog, is on my withdrawal from meds and fibromyalgia, i have lived as a recovering borderline amongst other things. boy can my [...]
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Posted in addiction, addictions, alcoholism, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, klonopin, neurontin, suicidality, suicide, wellbutrinXL, tagged klonopin, neurontin, suicide, wellbutrin, lamictal, suicidal tendancies, ritialin, committed, civil commitment, involuntary commitment, alcoholic, overdose on March 23, 2008 | No Comments »
(input 3/23/08 start) jump back a bit. around ‘97, the year i was introduced to my wonderful psychiatrist and psychologist…and they really were wonderful…they did help me make some wonderful changes in my life. i was diagnosed borderline personality disorder, bipolar, ADHD, PTSD. i was put on, taken off, and swapped around on several [...]
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Posted in PTSD, alcoholism, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, chronic fatigue, depression, fibromyalgia, hydrocodone, off meds, osteomyelitis, pain medication, peer support, quality of life, suicide, tagged klonopin, neurontin, lyrica, wellbutrin, lamictal, detoxing, fribromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, mind fog, drug holiday, chronic pain, sucide on March 19, 2008 | No Comments »
writing for the blog and keeping up with everyone has been doubly difficult to jump into right now. just at a time when i need the support, experience, strength and hope of others as well as the need to put my own out there i’ve been confronted my an old “monster in the closet”.
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