the unraveling process of borderline back in action!

 i was going to delete this, but then i pulled back and read the whole thing…i could see my thought process as i was having a “borderline melt down”. even though my focus, in this blog, is on my withdrawal from meds and fibromyalgia, i have lived as a recovering borderline amongst other things. boy can my [...]

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this afternoon, thinking back over the last month and half of detoxing of the meds and encountering my fibromyalgia…again

     well my detox was really rough the first several weeks, as many people who know me can attest. i was very agitated and angry. my stomach had horrible problems. i had headaches, fatigue, horrible food cravings, weight gain,  i ached all over, nothing tasted or smelled right, everything around me irritated me: light, sound, temperature, [...]

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involuntary commitment and suicidal once on psych med.s: a new section added to my “my story”

     (input 3/23/08 start) jump back a bit. around ‘97, the year i was introduced to my wonderful psychiatrist and psychologist…and they really were wonderful…they did help me make some wonderful changes in my life. i was diagnosed borderline personality disorder, bipolar, ADHD, PTSD.  i was put on, taken off, and swapped around on several [...]

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detoxing and dealing with fibromyalgia “crisis”, sick and tired of being sick and tired!

      writing for the blog and keeping up with everyone has been doubly difficult to jump into right now.  just at a time when i need the support, experience, strength and hope of others as well as the need to put my own out there i’ve been confronted my an old “monster in the closet”.
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